A fragment of a girl

Jonothan C
i don't know if you are going to read this
but i can't figure out how to add you as a friend on myspace
andi can't figure out how to message you on your lj page
but pleasssse come back to me

My parents are flying out to Toronto for three days and then to Las Vegas.
They are hopefully bringing me back a Nikon D200.
I hope. I hope. I hope.
Otherwise we'll have to order it in to Fredericton
and that might take a while.
In that while I may lose my sanity


But....
I have the house to myself, with the exception of my cousin who is living with us
but he may come and go while he is moving into his apartment

Poker on Saturday
The few friends of mine that are playing in it(it's mostly my brothers co-workers) are sleeping over here and getting drunk.
It should be a fun time.
I hope
I wish my new life would resemble something tangible
I wish He would leave my head

I almost just sliced off half of my thumb while slicing an apple

New Years kind of sucked
I was out by 4, just when everyone started to party
I woke up at 6am-ish To come out and party
Everyone partied until about 2pm new years day

I kind of just wanted to be alone
I need to get out of my head sometimes methinks
I get too lonely in there
I want someone to hug

So I thought I would break this in
Just for you jonnyc ;)
It's 730 in the morning
I haven't gone to bed
I've been listening to sappy music all night
I need to retire from this life